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Aug. 12th, 2005 @ 10:26 pm Whoa!
Current Mood: energetic
Whoa! What's going on? Melissa's updating her livejournal? Madness! Anyway...
Here I am, in town and alive, having spent one magnificent week in Mexico, followed by collapsing to sleep on my sisters spare bed in her room (apparently I thought climbing the stairs to sleep on a hard mattress with a light on all night was a better idea than sleeping in my own comfortable room downstairs...) only to rise bright and early and exhausted the next morning to drive to Door County until today! (When I arrived home. Again.)
I must say, working your tail off to build classrooms for Mexicans living in a dump (literally, the town was built on a landfill), is the most rewarding experiance I've had to-date. It damn near impossible to put to words too, it's that feeling of being stretched far too thin from lack of sleep, but not noticing because what you've accomplished in three days is far greater than anything you could imagine. I went on this trip last year, and starting on Monday, we finished the house for a three person family on Thursday. This year, we built something three times as big and finished on Wednesday. Wow, it still shocks me. 30' by 15' foundation of concrete, four exterior walls, two interior walls, blackboard, chicken wire (corner mount and j-channel), stucco, six piece roof (with roll roofing, base, and tar sealant), two windows, two exterior doors, two interior door frames, trim, and electric. In three days... really two because all Monday consists of is pouring the foundation, which isn't saying it's easy. I've got lots of pictures, save none are digital cause I figured dust and concrete don't mix well with family electronics...
Comments in the more gossip-y vein... native El Paso-ans can be really cute, especially ones that talk to you when you're standing in line for the go-karts. And then smile at you during and afterwards. Hmm, cute... Also, Stephen is hilarious and I can't wait to have more meaningful discussions on the vegetable of choice. *shifty eyes* Literaly, we discuss vegetables.
And now onto.... My Week In Door County: A Summary by Melissa Lowe
Door County... is very quiet. And green. And forest-y. And smells good. And if I admit this here, I know I will never live it down, because judging from the comments I got freshman year when I expressed my fanship for Alan Rickman (who, yes I love his nose, no, I am not attracted to him at his current age), this is, hmm, not quite the same. Doc Heide is 53 and looks damn good for it too.
Moving on...
I'm entertaining ideas of staying in Door County all summer next year to be a costuming intern at AFT (the theatre company of which Doc Heide is part). Granted, I would have to figure out how I could live up there for an entire summer without going broke, but I've got some leads already. Family friends with houses, knowledge that two of the actors in the company will have need of a babysitter for their one year old child... I believe this job to be a possibility because there is an actress in the company who has been with AFT for five years, but is going to be a softmore in college this year, so I could be an intern, which I believe she started as. This does cut down on my Renn Faire job plans, and any other things I might want to do in the summer, but it would be a hell of an experiance. (And judging from some of the costumes I saw this summer, some folding, organizing, and mending mostly. Not the most complex of costumes.) This doesn't I expect to laze about doing nothing, I'm sure they'd make me clean and iron and do all the boring jobs associated with costuming, but it'd be fun to be part of the theatre that I've grown up with. Seriously, it was started when I was two, and we've gone ever since then. A real job in a professional theatre. In the woods. Cool...
And that's what I've been doing.

Oh! I've also decided to write compelling, heart-rending, and inspirational. I just have to find a plot. And characters, and stuff like that...
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Apr. 18th, 2005 @ 11:45 am (no subject)
I just got eyebrow wiggled by Dr K. I don't think he even knows who I am...
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Mar. 19th, 2005 @ 05:10 pm (no subject)
Current Music: Say Goodbye to It All -- Chris De Bourgh
Oh my gosh! Look! I'm still alive!



MELISSA LOWE
M is for Modern
E is for Earnest
L is for Lively
I is for Industrious
S is for Sensual
S is for Sparkling
A is for Ambitious
is for
L is for Lively
O is for Openhearted
W is for Witty
E is for Energetic




I should be writing my english paper... I promise a real update before I leave for spring break.

Hopefully...
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Feb. 8th, 2005 @ 09:51 pm I thought I'd fill you in...
Current Music: Maroon 5 -- Women
This "Bill fellow" was my childhood buddy, my best friend from kindergarten to third grade, probably past too but chonology past that point is fuzy and I don't know what events happened in which grades, but in third grade he switched schools and soon after moved to a different suburb. We kept in touch for a couple of years through church choir, but his family started going to the later service and he didn't come to Sunday school much anymore. I don't see him very often, but when I have seen him this year, he's given me broad smile and a really sweet bow with his head. He walks with a gliding grace that makes me want to go up and hug him and tuck my head under his chin. Oh dear, perhaps I've gone to far...
I don't know what to do. I want to call him, but I'm afraid of how he'd react.
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Jan. 19th, 2005 @ 09:10 pm (no subject)
Current Music: The Only Living Boy in New York -- Paul Simon
I was going to say something, but I seem to have forgotten what...

I'm contented! Yay! I like finals week, I actually have time to process information and feel confident for a test, which rarely happens the rest of the semester. Usually I just don't have time to study. La la la la la! I feel like dancing in the moon light! (who wrote that song, I wish I knew) Am in the process of selecting a picture to transform into a new icon, which will be beautiful and wonderful and you will all want to have sex with my icon because it's so hott!

Wow, that doesn't sound like me at all. Ah well, I have a theory that caffiene displaces the psyche!
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Jan. 13th, 2005 @ 07:59 pm (no subject)
indie prick
you are either a record nerd or not a scenester at
all. you are the coolest of the bunch. bravo,
dude.


what type of lame scenester are you?
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Nathon intruiges me...
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Jan. 13th, 2005 @ 07:00 pm Look! I'm stupid!
Me: (complaining about my geo project) “I get to compare earthquakes and moonquakes”
Elizabeth: “one’s on the moon”
Me: “yea...earthquakes”
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Dec. 14th, 2004 @ 02:10 pm (no subject)
I've come up with a name for my blade. Sydney.
yay for Tale of Two Cities. Heart full of love for Sydney Carton!
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Dec. 13th, 2004 @ 08:26 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: tired
Current Music: In the Still of the Night -- Cole Porter
I bought my own weapon! How exciting is that?! A bunch of people kept telling me that the stuff Czarnick sells is not very good, but I really like my blade, and I plan on taking good care of it. It's rainbow pretty! It doesn't have a name yet, but we were electric today and I got to use it and I absolutly love it. Perfectly wippy, and the perfect tip. mmm. yay!
yes... that's my story, it makes me happy.

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Dec. 7th, 2004 @ 10:08 pm (no subject)
oh no! I stole it from Leah! Hopefully it will work better than it did the last time I stole a meme from somebody...

A: First, recommend to me:
1. a movie:
2. a book:
3. a musical artist, song, or album:
B: I want everyone who reads this to ask me three questions, no more, no less. Ask me anything you want and I shall answer.
C: Then I want you to go to your journal, copy and paste this allowing your friends to ask you anything.
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Dec. 5th, 2004 @ 03:34 pm (no subject)
I'm terrified of posting this. There are alot of things that are really personal in here and if no one comments on this, I don't know who knows what about my inner workings. I don't think I'ver ever shared anything this personal, I guess it's because I've never done a streem of consciousness before. I typed this out and let it guide me to a conclusion, which I still don't have. But maybe if other people saw how my mind sorted through this stuff they could give me a hand. Maybe not, but it's worth a try.
I have one request though. If you read this, please leave a comment, at least saying you read it, nothing more than that is necessary, I would just like to keep track of what different people are seeing of me.

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Nov. 30th, 2004 @ 07:00 pm 80's joy!
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Nov. 29th, 2004 @ 06:48 pm (no subject)
I'm a conclusion craver. I hate it sometimes, but I like to know reasons. I've been good about my shelf, everything neatly put away save one. It's sitting on the shelf but part of it is still hanging over the ledge.
I need to know why he doesn't talk to me anymore. What's with that? He's my friend, a good friend, but he doesn't talk to me anymore and I don't understand why. The worst part about it is that he knows I don't deal with not understanding people's motives well, he was in my gym class last year and was there when Julkowski decided that she hated me for no reason I could discern. He probably remembers that I can't handle it, at least in the back of his mind, he has a very good memory and he's proven that to me, and that's what's driving me mad.
He was a great guy all of last year, why's he being an ass now?

This campus change has wrought changes in all my friends, myself included, and I don't like it.
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Nov. 17th, 2004 @ 07:09 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: hungry
It's funny because for the past couple of days, I've imagined that I've put all extranious thought paths on a shelf. So they're up and out of my way, there's only me in my mind and I can focus. It's helped alot, every time a stray thought crosses my mind, I take it and place it on the shelf. I know I can't stay like this forever, but until Thanksgiving break when I will (hopefully) have time to empty my mental shelf I'm going to be doing pretty well. It's quite a stress reliever, you should all try it. It's also an exercise in mental strength, which is fun.

Thank you guys for all your support, I can't wait until you all come home and I get to see you again.
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Nov. 14th, 2004 @ 09:06 pm (no subject)
I need one or two days where I can just take a break from people. All people. I need a day to sit around and try to sort out my mind. Before I write something incoherent and stupid, I'm going to go to sleep and finish some homework.

I'm pissed off, if you can't tell.
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Nov. 4th, 2004 @ 09:26 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: tired
There has been so much other talk about politics, I'm going to just say this: I'm glad for the results in Illinois, in that Kerry won by quite alot. Unfortunatly, not all the other states shared our democratic enthusiasm. I'm also glad that there was a huge voter turn out, that makes me glad for our future democratic system.
That's all I'm saying about that.

In other news...
Fencing tryouts hurt, alot, cause I'm out of shape. But apparently Vargas thinks I'm good enough to be on Varsity. Or he wants me to train with the experianced epees as opposed to the new jv squad. Which ever it is, I'm on Varsity now. I feel kind of apprehensive about it though, the only sophmores to make varsity are myself and Sam, and Sam made it cause he's super good. Nick fenced in the off season and I picked up an epee for the first time since february yesterday but Nick only mad jv. Granted, there are six men's epee and five women's epee, but still, it seems a little unfair. Plus now Nick and I don't get to rock the house as the senior jv epees on Thursday nights. *tear*

Time for me to shower...
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Oct. 31st, 2004 @ 07:12 pm I....
I miss Lagniappe.
I miss my two best friends.
I miss having best friends.

I wish I weren't afraid.
I wish there was more time in a week.
I wish I could speed through highschool but keep everything exactly the same.

I think too much.
I think what your heart tells you is right, is right.
I think patience reaps you the greatest rewards.

I hope someday I'll figure out who I am.
I hope that dreams come true.
I hope I haven't changed too much in the past year.
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Oct. 17th, 2004 @ 01:50 pm My eye is twitching and hasn't stopped for three days now...
Current Mood: exhausted
Current Music: Five For Fighting
I think I need some sleep. Lag/Pot has caused me to stay up really late all week doing homework because of techs and then I had to go babysit until eleven thirty on Friday right when I got home, so I didn't get to go to bed early that night. And then I go to go to New Trier at nine o'clock the next morning for dress rehearsal(sp)! Which I got back from at, oh, five forty five, at which point I learned of the plan to go to dinner before Tartuffe at six. So I left the message I was told to leave and probably sounded comepletly deranged, or drunk, or high, or a lovely mixture of all three, none of which I was. Except possibly deranged. But anyway, I proved clever in my message and realized that it had hidden meanings, which may prove helpful in the long run but that's an entirely different story...
Anyway, I picked up Bekki and we went over to Corner Bakery and I ate, which was probably a good thing seeing as I was sort of lacking in sanity and needed some food to bring me back to sanity, and following that, I dropped Bekki at Cornog and was planning on going over to the gas station to fill my car full of gas because it had dropped below the empty line and I figured I'd have enough to get to the gas station on Lake, right by Northfield. But I didn't. As I was turning left to leave the turnaround my the theatre, my car ran completly out of gas. So there I was, coasting across the street with absolutly no gas in my car, praying that I would make it to the right side of the road and over to the curb, which I did just as the last bit of coasting power in my car died.
So there I was, sitting on the road in a gasless car across from the Cornog on my mother's cell (mine just happened to have died that day) asking her if she could kindly bring me some gas so I could get home after the show. She was cool about it, she actually apoligized for giving me a car with no gas, but my dad thought I'd taken the car for a joy ride or something and run the car out of gas. And to top it off, I locked the keys on the car when I left it on the rode for my parents to move but they had another key so it was okay, my mom just had to get Bekki to steal me out of my seat in the theatre so she could give me the key back.
And that's my exciting story about driving. Yay! Oh yea, and I forgot to mention, I got my license on Thursday when I didn't have any sciene class first or second, so I just didn't come to school. Yay! I look twelve in my picture, which is a tradition of sorts in my family. yea...
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Oct. 11th, 2004 @ 06:17 pm (no subject)
In other news...
Bekki's dress is finally finished, and although I hated the pattern with a fiery passion, I learned a few sneaky tricks about sleeves and hems, so it wasn't all bad. And I got to work with satin, and that always rocks. So soft *purrrr* And she looks absolutly stunning in it to boot! Who knew she was so lovely in a dress?

Also, I'm going to homecoming with costume crew and I found a dress at this store called Rock Bottom Vintage or something in Evanston right next to The Lucky Platter on Main st. I have to take in in the back and I think I'm going to use two little bows to tack it down, keeping with it's forties style. Oh, look at that, I forgot to mention that the group I'm going with is doing the decades and I'm doing the forties. I even have the best hat ever, which I found at DSW. The hat actually cost more than the dress, but neither were all too expensive so it's cool. And now, since I'm stuck in the forties, I had to finally buy the soundtrack to De-Lovely which was finally five dollars cheaper. So now I have Cole Porter running through my head, yay!
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Oct. 1st, 2004 @ 07:43 am Farscape!!!!
Current Music: Farscape in the background
Oh wow, just when I want some happy joy, it comes to me! I get to sit at home while everyone else is at school(1) before we head off to visit Elizabeth(2) while watching Farscape from the very begining(3) with eight hours of taped original series of Star Trek sitting next to me(4)! This collection complete with the episode about Captain Pike! So we can have a better copy than the one that Leah has which sadly is greivously(sp) hurting. I don't know what else is within the collection, but I'm sure it's joy because the first bit that I watched to make sure it was working was very full of Spock!

Oh, D'Argo is so cute when he's attracted to M'Talla! He gets all school-boyish! And Crichton is soo crazy! Ah... so much love for Farscape.
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